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Christmas and stuff - General
28 Dec 2006 @ 12:27 am - Christmas was ok. Went up to the Soo for grandpa Abe's funeral a few days before. Stayed the night and drove back. My parent's were still up there so we didn't have Christmas morning brunch like we normally do. we spent it with my mom at kristine...

My Grandpa Died Today - General
19 Dec 2006 @ 07:03 am - Not the one who hurt me.. the good one. Not much else to say. I'm crying my tears, feeling my years.... sad. ...

Cannibalism - General
12 Dec 2006 @ 05:31 am - I've been reading alot about cannibalism. i just finished for the second time "Hannibal Rising". I read it twice in 4 days. It explains so much about Dr. Lecter. It's a very very good book. I understand him now. Why he is the way he i...

Fever - General
08 Dec 2006 @ 07:46 am - Last night I skipped Bible study and Hebrew lessons and just went straight home instead. I was feeling very sad and had the preminition that someone close to me or that I was going to die. I was crying alot. My sister then came over and told me my ...

Tired and Bored - General
06 Dec 2006 @ 10:50 pm - I've been here at work for 20 minutes and i'm bored already. i'm so tired and Jake was being all pissy this morning. he doesn't want me to take him to school anymore because i have to drop him off at 7 am so i can get to work at 7:30. ken leaves f...

Now that I know.... - General
02 Dec 2006 @ 05:21 am - Now that I know that noone reads my journal I'm free to say whatever I want. So i will say this. in general, people suck. not all people... but most. i know this is no revelation. Others have stated the same observation, however, i am now admit...

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28 Nov 2006 @ 05:20 am - Every day i pray... Please God, please.. help me to stop being paranoid. I'm so afraid and I'm tired of being afraid. I was lying in bed getting ready to go to sleep and i couldn't sleep because i have this very strong belief that Ken or Jake is go...

Tuesday - General
22 Nov 2006 @ 07:42 am - I'm just sitting here at work waiting for 5 pm to roll around. I have 35 more minutes to sit here. On my way home I need to stop and get pepsi and stop by the leasing office to make my appointment to renew my lease, as well as picking up the packag...

stuff - General
17 Nov 2006 @ 09:04 pm - Well hello again. It's 6am and I'm waiting until it's time to wake Jake up for school. His throat has been hurting him so I am not sure he'll be going to school today. Julie and Robyn are moving back in here and we are talking about buying a big h...

As the hours go by.... - General
17 Nov 2006 @ 03:36 am - Here I am at work, idly watching each hour slip by.. waiting for 5:00 so I can go to my piano lesson and then go home! I got very little sleep last night because I got home so late from Hebrew lessons in Detroit. It was raining and dark and when tha...

November 9th Come and Gone - General
12 Nov 2006 @ 07:58 am - Well the 9th passed by and I slept through the vast majority of it. I found myself awake at 2 hours to midnight, sorely tempted to email mr. Michael S. Thomas of Dogmatic and Butcher Shop fame. I didn't though. I pray for him but ultimately, his so...

Oh I almost forgot - General
27 Oct 2006 @ 05:05 am - Last Shabbat was wonderful!!! Rabbi Loren called me up to the front where he and rabbi Glenn stood on either side of me. He presented me to the congregation as it's newest full and official member and then he put one hand on my shoulder and rabbi G...

Evangelism - General
27 Oct 2006 @ 04:58 am - I've volunteered for another outreach with my synagogue. On Thanksgiving day we will be at the parade in Detroit handing out pamphlets and talking to people. It will likely be very cold but we won't be out past 2pm. I'm excited about it. My first...

SICK AND TIRED - General
24 Oct 2006 @ 06:13 am - I'm so tired today. Coffee and pop have done nothing to wake me. I want to go home but i'm stuck here at work for another 20 minutes. Is there anybody even out there? Does anyone read this? I never get comments anymore. Doesn't matter i guess. i...

happy happy joy joy - General
19 Oct 2006 @ 12:21 am - Well i've got good news and bad news. First the bad. My financial provider can't find anyone who will insure me. Schizophrenia renders me "uninsurable". Wonderful. I guess my family will have to survive on 160,000 dollars. I'll tell y...

Pdoc today - General
17 Oct 2006 @ 01:49 am - I'm so upset... today I saw my pdoc and she said that the office was closing and that she'd be moving to a new location. This part was ok because I can still see her. However, it turns out she's joining the Dr. Meland/Picone practice and I'm very ...

Financial Advisor - General
11 Oct 2006 @ 12:39 am - Well, I am officially old. I went to a financial advisor yesterday after work. I am working with him on building a savings account, life insurance, investments, and possibly long term care insurance for retirement. He said the first two things I n...

Sukkot - General
10 Oct 2006 @ 12:40 am - This weekend I went to services at Shema on Saturday and gave Rabbi Loren my paperwork to become a member. On Sunday we gathered and built a Sukkah in the grassy area next to the synagogue. we decorated it with willow and palm branches, gourds, fru...

Hebrew Class - General
07 Oct 2006 @ 12:56 am - Well i've started Hebrew. I'm learning the Alef Beit (alphabet). Heh it's like preschool for adults. Too bad they don't have a sesame street in hebrew for us to watch. lol anyway it's fun and i'm having a good time learning the letters. The har...

New Prayer. Note to self- memorize this. - General
04 Oct 2006 @ 12:17 am - Aveenu Malkaynu, chan-aynu va-anaynu kee ayn banoo ma-aseem. Asay eemanoo, tz'adakah va'che-sed. Asay eemanoo tz'dakah va'che-sed v'hoshee-aynoo. ...