I'm so upset... today I saw my pdoc and she said that the office was closing and that she'd be moving to a new location. This part was ok because I can still see her. However, it turns out she's joining the Dr. Meland/Picone practice and I'm very upset about this because they are the ones that I hate so much. I kept asking her if I would have to see them or if I could just see her. she said i didn't have to see them. i'm a little worried though because when i quit going there they tried to stiff me for 600 dollars. If i go back there to see my pdoc, they may try to force me to pay it. i just really hate those people. they are the ones that said they thought i was faking it and shit. oh yeah, like i WANTED to go from a size 2/4 to a size 20 in less than a year and i WANTED to take crap drugs that make me fat and tired all the time and give me terrible side effects AND make me uninsurable as far as life insurance and long term care insurance goes. Yeah i LIKE being stigmatized and treated like i'm crazy. I LIKE being in the hospital, unable to leave when i want like a prison. oh yeah give me more of all that. assholes. why would anyone want to fake something as shitty to have as schizophrenia??? if i wanted to FAKE something i could just say my back hurts or i have migraines and then i'd get something that would make me high at the very least. antipsychotics don't make you high. shit. i think it's THEM that are out of their minds.