Ah, another boring day at work. My life is such a routine I don't quite know what to write about. I went to the weight management center last night and got weighed and went to class. I lost 1.5 pounds which isn't much but considering I cheated with mcdonald's over the weekend I'm lucky I didn't gain! It's sooo hard not eating anything at all so I'm thinking of asking next week if they can put me on one meal a day twice a week or something. They said in class they can do that. Of course the voices tell me to eat all the time but then they call me a fat cow and then they talk about pink trees or what i'm doing or argue amongst themselves. Last night I was being paged by something or someone I think because a voice was saying 'hi'...'hello'... 'HELLO'... so finally i said 'hi' back really quietly so ken wouldn't hear and it stopped. There's some discussion on the web boards of schizophrenia.com that says you shouldn't acknowledge the voices or hallucinations because that reinforces the delusion that they are real.. but i say, whatever works, works.
I have to go to uni tonight. I haven't been there all week. I'm supposed to go twice a week but I've only been going once a week since I got out of the hospital. Oh well... The world won't end because of it. I do have to go tonight though because I have to turn in my weekly journal assignment. That's usually math problems or a writing assignment about a math problem you did that you found particularly hard or something like that. 'how i feel about math'... let's see... umm... it SUCKS? Luckily the class is almost over with. about three more weeks.