I've been horribly paranoid the last couple of weeks. It's growing in intensity. Ken called my shrink (pdoc, psychiatrist, whatever) and told them i was having issues. They said to take my meds early and take an extra klonopin and to call my shrink in the morning. Well, I didn't call her. I can't get the time off of work and I see her on the 11th anyway. The liquid diet hasn't started yet but I bought a bunch of 'slimfast' drinks to psych me up for it. I have two more appointments on the 7th and then they said I can start on the 9th. If i'm approved. Apparently the head doctor is worried about my schizophrenia and wants clearance from Joel and/or my shrink before I start the diet. It kind of pisses me off. But he said the stress might prove to aggravate my schizo symptoms. I told him quite pointedly that being overweight was currently causing me more stress than losing it would, but he still wants the clearance. sigh. School is going ok but i'm losing my head start i'd built up. I'm still holding a 4. which is the best, for now. I'm falling behind in my homework though because I haven't been in to school since last week because of the paranoia. Diseases suck. Knowing i have one doesn't help any like you'd think it would. I still fear THEM. anyway, more about them later. Ta....